I feel like I haven't been fair to anyone who's been reading this blog. After all, if you clicked on it, surely you're curious as to what type of person I am. Sure you know I'm an author. Sure you know I have other titles coming out and all that good stuff. But it doesn't tell you anything about me...well, here it goes.
My author name is Julius St. Clair, but that's not my real name. The main reason I keep my real identity a secret is not because I fight crime or anything, but because I've made some...I don't want to say enemies, but let's just say that when you're very vocal about change, there tends to be opposition. While we're on that subject, I guess I'll explain further. See, before I really started writing hardcore, there were two time consuming activities I was engaged in. The first was church, and the other was teaching. I loved both almost equally. Church gave me a sense of community and false righteousness that made me feel like I was in God's good graces. Teaching gave me a sense of purpose. It was finally a chance for me to give all the knowledge and little things life doesn't tell you to my inner city students. Between the two, I wanted to change the world. Literally. Not that I thought I was powerful or my words mattered more than anyone else's opinion. Simply that I believed in the good of people and I just couldn't understand for the life of me why everything was in such disarray.
I'm sure you have an idea of what I'm talking about. You see what's going on in Washington, or you look at gas prices, or you think about the horrible crimes being committed, and like you, I wonder how this could go on. Although I'm 28, I still think of myself as a teenager in a lot of ways. It doesn't matter that I've been married for a few years (with her for 10) and I have my own son to raise. I never thought that made someone an adult, and teaching in an inner city high school, let me tell you, there's plenty of young parents going around. Anyways, I digress. What I'm trying to say is that I believed that adults did have some kind of mystical powers. After all, they were real quick to demand obedience and claim that they know everything. Being a naive kid, I believed them. So when I became more involved with my church and I wasn't just a kid anymore, I learned that my perception had been wrong. Most of them were still trying to figure who they were and what was right and wrong while giving orders to those younger than them. And I'm not saying that no one should honor or respect their elders. I'm saying it gets a little ridiculous when leadership in a church begin turning opinions into heaven or hell issues and demanding obedience without question. Or when teachers complain in every department meeting about how the school is rotten, but no one's willing to get together and change it. I remember starting a club for my students after school called "Chill Club." It was so students wouldn't hang out in the streets and engage in some disturbing activities. I had each student who wanted to come sign up ahead of time for that day (it was one day a week), and then they would give me a dollar. I would use the money to buy food (for many of them went home hungry) and board games. We would play music, talk about life and have a good time. The first day, I had twenty, the next week - fifty. By the third week, I had to have another teacher help out because it was over a hundred. The kids loved it, and no one got hurt. No one fought. It was just some good times. Bu of course, another teacher who said so many kids shouldn't be gathered together in one place, fought to get it shut down. Enough teachers backed her, and eventually, the principal gave in and asked me to end Chill Club. It was just one of many attempts to reach out, but I just couldn't understand why whenever a horrible thing is proposed like lowering what an "F" means, or passing everyone along to the next grade even those with a 0.3 GPA - whenever that happens...there's silence. But when a good thing is put into place...it's shut down. I don't get it...I just don't...
Anyways, I'll go into more depth later, but...I guess the main thing I want you to know about me more than anything is that I want to change the world for the better. Because the way I see it - only human beings reside on this planet. It's not like we're under alien oppression, or to my knowledge our leaders are really being controlled by parasitic organisms, although IT WOULD MAKE A LOT MORE SENSE! We really just need to fix things. Like, stop talking about it, and just do it. Because we can...because we run this. So, yeah, that's what I'm striving to do, and if my writing helps with that becoming a reality in any way, so be it...whew! That was a lot! And now you've learned something about me, including this also:
I love breakfast (no, you don't understand just how powerful that sentence was. I heart Breakfast foods)
My favorite Tv shows are: The Walking Dead, Sons of Anarchy, Dexter, Hell's Kitchen, Survivor, The Office, Parks and Recreation, and Breaking Bad (I apparently also heart anti-heroes)
My favorite movies are: The Matrix, Quentin Tartintino films, Almost all superhero films (Catwoman doesn't count...can you believe the villain is just a woman who wore too much make-up and her face hardened? How did that get by the screening?) The Raid, Tony Jaa films, and too many more to count...
My favorite books include: The Hunger Games, The Lords of Discipline, Nearly all Michael Crichton novels, Knightfall, A Song of Ice and Fire, and The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo.
My favorite Mangas include: (Yes, I read Manga) Bleach, Naruto, Gunslinger Girl, DEATHNOTE!!!!, Fullmetal Alchemist, Claymore, and Scott Pilgrim vs. the world.
Well, that's it for now, but there's a whole lot more to tell, and again, if you ever want to talk just for fun, you can e-mail me at: juliusstclair@yahoo.com
(take note of the double s in the middle)